I am realizing that I am a loser neet and trying to turn my life around and quit bad habits and get fit and healthy now but I swear this shit is impossible to quit. day two of being clean from nic and I am feinding like a crackhead.
weed, alcohol, adderall, fuck even porn is easier to give up than this shit. I swear to god they must put low doses of heroin or something in it.
right now I have a lot of anxiety so how bad would it be to just keep using until I get more fit and confident in my body and then quit, or do I just need to quit now?