Urges come and go. I feel like my creative spirit has been taken over by porn demons. I want to make and create porn, bring all my fantasies to reality, but I know it's all an illusion. I'm tired of craving these nightmares.
The only way to wake up from this hell is to perservere.
I was awoken by the Mexican next door idling a big diesel Ford super duty at 2:30am. He doesn't even need a truck. I went outside to yell at him, he left and I went back to bed. Unfortunately if I act aggressively towards someone my wife gets turned on and she ended up giving me a blowie. I was powerless to stop her. Maybe next year.
I'm fighting
woke up with massive boner in the morning and hot feelings
could physically feel the touch of the cute redhead pharmacist next door and dreamt of her blowing me
it's hard bros....
looks like picrel
>not waking up with boners most of the time >stressed af constantly >random boners when fooling around with FWB, but not staying hard for hours on end like I used to a year ago
uh-oh
3 days in, felt like beating off on day one and it passed, no urges since but noticably worse performance in my last 2 gym sessions, think its not enough sleep more than anything though
i failed yesterday, but only because i didn't do it for two weeks and came to fit and saw some crazy coombait, then i went on chaturbate to have a look and yea....
doesn't matter, i need to hide all the coombait posts and threads. tomorrow i will finally have salmon and rice.
i have been so fucking horny for the past 2 days i failed bros
i don't watch porn anymore and i lasted like a week ( started before november ) which felt great but the horniness was fucking overwhelming
god i feel relaxed now , gonna keep going cuz why not
To make things a little more interesting I've decided to edge myself at least once per day. I considered doing an anti Non-Stop-Nut November by edging DateNumber x Day but decided against it.
My balls already feel physically full.
My game plan is for me failing to be visible from orbit.
Was really close to losing when my friend sent pics while lifting, but I did some yoga and held out
Free from work this week so I've got too much free time, doesn't help that my gf has a shit sex drive
>I'm doing NNN and looking at the most degenerate porn I can find at the same time. >Reading stuff like this makes me glad I'm not autistic as some of you are.
Getting aroused and then stopping without nutting is the main technique used against premature ejaculation. After this is over I'll have total control over my dick.
>I'm doing NNN and looking at the most degenerate porn I can find at the same time. >Reading stuff like this makes me glad I'm not autistic as some of you are.
I go to /gif/ because I like watching Hispanics get chopped up, pajeets being hit by trains and chinese factories eating the workers.
It's tough because those sexy thumbnails can tempt you into the other threads.
failed and I realized SwoleShack is always the trigger
I'm just going to block this shit and try to leave for good I think
I've been here for 13 years and besides SwoleShack getting me to lift 4 years ago, literally nothing good has come from it
this board is truly a horrible trigger for it, just search fph as its the only good thread, dont browse and expose yourself to the coombait, just search for the threads you like, every board is full of BBC/interracial/tranny porn spammers, wont find anything new or worth seeing by browsing.
find inspiration in Saint John The Long Suffering
I have werk tyme on, I just get so fucking horny that even text can trigger me into beating my dick
fuck I was playing an original xbox game earlier and even a 2000s character model made my horny
>after 13 years he still thinks he can leave whenever he chooses to
Welcome to the Hotel California newfag
oh I know it's a reach, I've tried to leave numerous times since getting SwoleShack and longest I've gone is a few months
>even a 2000s character model made my horny
those are the best feelings, though. I was in 6th grade when the original xbox came out. was in my room at night after a snowday full of sledding and such playing DOA3 (kasumi's tits on the disc itself, too!) while smelling pizza cooking in the oven downstairs.
LUST IS A DEMON THAT GROWS AND FESTERS AS YOU FEED IT
IF YOU HEAR IT BEGGING FOR A SCRAP OF FOOD "JUST 1 PIC, 1 PIC WONT HURT" YOU MUST STARVE THE DEMON, IF YOU FEED IT IT WILL ONLY GROW HUNGRIER.
EVERY TINY SCRAP OF FOOD YOU GIVE TO THE DEMON IS PROGRESS LOST, DO NOT FEED THE DEMON LEST HE FEEDS ON YOU
THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS MODERATION
IF YOU SEE A SCANTILY CLAD SUCCUBUS, BE IT IN THE GYM OR WHEREVER ELSE YOU MUST PRAY TO GOD TO PROTECT YOU, AVERT YOUR GAZE, CLOSE YOUR EYES, CURSE THE WOMAN
FOR SHE IS AN APPARITION OF SATAN
STARVE THE DEMON
DO NOT LET THE SYNAGOGUE OF SATAN SUBVERT AND CONQUER YOUR MIND, BODY AND SOUL.
>third day of nnn >powerful energy flows through my dick, into my chest, throat, lungs and then heart >ridiculously sweaty >finish at gym >normal again
Neverending Nut November is going extremely well! Day one I nutted in my gfs pussy, last night on her tits and face after a titfuck, tonight will be in the ass. Love this time of year!
I'm doing fine but I expected as much.
This Sunday I'll be tempted and by Tuesday I'll be tormented. I always fail at a week in, the longest I did was 11 days.
Some studies say testosterone levels peak at 7 days. It's your body desperately telling you to have sex and pass your genes.
After a while it gives up and is like "it is what it is", and your T levels go back to normal.
I woke up this morning with a raging boner and impure thoughts about a girl I haven't had these thoughts about in years, and who I shouldn't have these thoughts about in the first place.
My typical fix for morning wood is a quick wank but I didn't do it.
The only downside was waiting until my bober went away.
I am thinking about getting an escort this weekend. For me, it's all about not fapping anymore and satisfying my needs with women instead of my hands. I guess that if I get some experience with some escorts here and there I will be less anxious around women and sex and eventually get it for free... Thoughts?
I actually think fucking whores during no fap makes sense, but should be avoided at all costs.
Going through their ads on the internet could be considered porn consumption and definitely is coomer behavior.
Also, prostitution is a slippery slope in itself, it could become another addiction. There are legit some guys out there who spend like, half of their salary on whores, and most of those girls don't even like you, but will try to milk your last cent by giving you fake affection that dries as fast as their pussies when your money ends.
I'm not sure, maybe use all that energy and frustration to get a girlfriend. Or maybe, you need to do the entire month without sex either.
I'm not sure.
How much does sleep affect libido? I've been sleep deprived for the past month, smoking weed and only get 5 or so hours of sleep. My libido is very low and I think that's the culprit but a lot of people claim to run on 4 hours of sleep just fine.
Going to sleep high is a good way to further wreck your sleep. And no, very few people can actually function just as well on 4 hours as the average person with 8 hours; they're just using caffeine or something to push through the day. It's still a net negative
Thing is, people think they do good on 4~5h of sleep. But if you test them, they will generally do worse than people that had a full night of sleep.
You don't even realize the decrease in cognitive functions, only after like 3 or 4 days it starts to add and you feel like shit.
On auto pilot, don't really have the energy to jerk it/entice the idea unless it's my day off. Gonna hit the bar with co-workers and dance with some slots is the goal tonight, just trying to let loose and enjoy myself.
fuck israeli jannies
I'm not the original poster. I think Mr. Krabs is banned.
feeling great I had a pleasant sleep and a nice vivid dream.
How you feeling right now bros?
fuck it we ball
It’s so over. Day 3 tho haha
I don't want to work, I just want to sleep all day.
LETS FUCKIGN GOOOOOO
A bit stressed but overall well
It is what it is. Every single time I do nofap I end up in "fuck it we ball" and end up miserable.
LETS
FUCKING
GOOOOOOOO
We are so back
Just woke up and having a nice cup of coffee
We vibing
It is what it is. I've been in this limbo for so long, Ive lost grasp of time itself.
.
We vibin'
im still going, feeling good
LET'S FUCKINNNNNNNNNN GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
It is what it is but we're close to being back.
Urges come and go. I feel like my creative spirit has been taken over by porn demons. I want to make and create porn, bring all my fantasies to reality, but I know it's all an illusion. I'm tired of craving these nightmares.
The only way to wake up from this hell is to perservere.
It is what it is.
We're still vibing, at least for now
It is what it is
i failed
#MeToo
we'll get it next year bro
reset, let's go. aim for 5 days next
I was awoken by the Mexican next door idling a big diesel Ford super duty at 2:30am. He doesn't even need a truck. I went outside to yell at him, he left and I went back to bed. Unfortunately if I act aggressively towards someone my wife gets turned on and she ended up giving me a blowie. I was powerless to stop her. Maybe next year.
Nice bro, I don't think getting blown by your wife counts as failure
I'm fighting
woke up with massive boner in the morning and hot feelings
could physically feel the touch of the cute redhead pharmacist next door and dreamt of her blowing me
it's hard bros....
looks like picrel
Its so hard not to jack off after coming from the gym
just doing no porn november over here and it's going pretty well so far. not going to break lads, it's time to kick this addiction
the last time I did noporn I just started jacking off to chicks on youtube doing lingerie or bikini "try-on hauls"
>not waking up with boners most of the time
>stressed af constantly
>random boners when fooling around with FWB, but not staying hard for hours on end like I used to a year ago
uh-oh
I failed. But I will keep going, I shall not give up at the first sign of faltering
I had a lot of dreams the other night.
I didn't realize it's only the 3rd so far.
I nutted in my wife 1 hour ago 🙁
Don't worry anon, wet dreams don't count
still in
report'in
In a dogshit mood because of something that happened today. I feel like I'm going to fail
going strong, but I feel like this year is going to be more difficult than last.
3 days in, felt like beating off on day one and it passed, no urges since but noticably worse performance in my last 2 gym sessions, think its not enough sleep more than anything though
Depression, nofap isn't the cause but it ain't helping either
3 days in. Can feel myself being more horny in general and would talk to uglier women to satisfy sexual urges
Unironically had a nightmare for the first time in years.
i failed yesterday, but only because i didn't do it for two weeks and came to fit and saw some crazy coombait, then i went on chaturbate to have a look and yea....
doesn't matter, i need to hide all the coombait posts and threads. tomorrow i will finally have salmon and rice.
Are NNN threads allowed now?
You can't stop us Janny
Day 3 checking in, I am not going to fail. Waking up with a hard dick is tempting but not doing it
I cooked everyday of November so far but I'm thinking about doing nofap til December 3rd
Day 3 baby, let's focking go!!!
10% nearly done already.
Still here, I cooked some chorizo for my Mac n cheese last night
i don't think i'm gonna make it sisters.......
BE STRONG. COLD SHOWER
Had a 6 day headstart. I feel like fighting my neighbor
i have been so fucking horny for the past 2 days i failed bros
i don't watch porn anymore and i lasted like a week ( started before november ) which felt great but the horniness was fucking overwhelming
god i feel relaxed now , gonna keep going cuz why not
Still in.
To make things a little more interesting I've decided to edge myself at least once per day. I considered doing an anti Non-Stop-Nut November by edging DateNumber x Day but decided against it.
My balls already feel physically full.
My game plan is for me failing to be visible from orbit.
edging is actually cheating and will not break the habit of touching yourself
stop fucking edging you homosexual, that's only going to increase the odds of you failing and why you're scrot feels full
>Muh habits
IDGAF about that shit. I dropped porn for two weeks to test for addiction and it wasn't a big deal for me.
I'm here to build an apocalyptic failure nut. You can do your own shit, I'll do mine.
Two weeks isn't enough. That's still relapse territory. You're clearly coping.
Don’t do it retard. I did this last year and failed on the last day
>Still in.
cool
>I've decided to edge
You're out.
you'll get it next year anon. thanks for trying
If I fuck an escort will I lose it? I am so fucking horny, I can't stop thinking about cooming
Was really close to losing when my friend sent pics while lifting, but I did some yoga and held out
Free from work this week so I've got too much free time, doesn't help that my gf has a shit sex drive
jacked off twice today
goat spongebob episode but it was the first one after the movie
I spent two hours straight edging last night, but haven't nutted this month yet. I'm not indulging in it anymore.
JANNIES, THEY MADE ANOTHER THREAD. DELETE THIS IMMEDIATELY.
OFROFD
Fapping gives me hair loss and bad skin
Not fapping gives me mental anguish and sleep problems
IDK which is worse
I feel great.
Staying hard, still in.
Still in !!
welp failed twice so far
morning wood and impure thoughts about the girl next door from back in the day got me good
I've been browsing /gif/ but I didn't cave in
The more I look at degenerate smut without nutting the stronger I become
>I'm doing NNN and looking at the most degenerate porn I can find at the same time.
>Reading stuff like this makes me glad I'm not autistic as some of you are.
Getting aroused and then stopping without nutting is the main technique used against premature ejaculation. After this is over I'll have total control over my dick.
Yes. But you should do NNN, and nofap in general to fight porn addiction. Premature ejaculation is another whole problem.
i wrote rape porn last year during November
not gonna even watch porn this year
Jesus christ every single rifle in this whole photo is utter garbage tier. Hide your shame, woman
dont care still going to rape senseless on dec 1
I go to /gif/ because I like watching Hispanics get chopped up, pajeets being hit by trains and chinese factories eating the workers.
It's tough because those sexy thumbnails can tempt you into the other threads.
Cringe edgelord
at least I don't jerk off to it like some anons. I just like playing benny hill music and having a chuckle.
wow dude you’re so cool how I can I be so cool and badass like you
I can't take it anymore bros, my hands are shaking and I can barely stand. I wanna eat some cashews so bad.
xD
failed and I realized SwoleShack is always the trigger
I'm just going to block this shit and try to leave for good I think
I've been here for 13 years and besides SwoleShack getting me to lift 4 years ago, literally nothing good has come from it
this board is truly a horrible trigger for it, just search fph as its the only good thread, dont browse and expose yourself to the coombait, just search for the threads you like, every board is full of BBC/interracial/tranny porn spammers, wont find anything new or worth seeing by browsing.
find inspiration in Saint John The Long Suffering
I have werk tyme on, I just get so fucking horny that even text can trigger me into beating my dick
fuck I was playing an original xbox game earlier and even a 2000s character model made my horny
oh I know it's a reach, I've tried to leave numerous times since getting SwoleShack and longest I've gone is a few months
>even a 2000s character model made my horny
those are the best feelings, though. I was in 6th grade when the original xbox came out. was in my room at night after a snowday full of sledding and such playing DOA3 (kasumi's tits on the disc itself, too!) while smelling pizza cooking in the oven downstairs.
fuck, I want to go back.
>after 13 years he still thinks he can leave whenever he chooses to
Welcome to the Hotel California newfag
WAGMI
LUST IS A DEMON THAT GROWS AND FESTERS AS YOU FEED IT
IF YOU HEAR IT BEGGING FOR A SCRAP OF FOOD "JUST 1 PIC, 1 PIC WONT HURT" YOU MUST STARVE THE DEMON, IF YOU FEED IT IT WILL ONLY GROW HUNGRIER.
EVERY TINY SCRAP OF FOOD YOU GIVE TO THE DEMON IS PROGRESS LOST, DO NOT FEED THE DEMON LEST HE FEEDS ON YOU
THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS MODERATION
IF YOU SEE A SCANTILY CLAD SUCCUBUS, BE IT IN THE GYM OR WHEREVER ELSE YOU MUST PRAY TO GOD TO PROTECT YOU, AVERT YOUR GAZE, CLOSE YOUR EYES, CURSE THE WOMAN
FOR SHE IS AN APPARITION OF SATAN
STARVE THE DEMON
DO NOT LET THE SYNAGOGUE OF SATAN SUBVERT AND CONQUER YOUR MIND, BODY AND SOUL.
GOD BLESS US ALL.
im getting random boners in the street, while walking in the street, everywhere
wtfff i'll get caught
i don't want people to see meeeee
>third day of nnn
>powerful energy flows through my dick, into my chest, throat, lungs and then heart
>ridiculously sweaty
>finish at gym
>normal again
test
What is this uncomfortable hot air in my chest?
Testosterone.
Still in.
I will probably fail at the 10-12 day mark, like every year
Neverending Nut November is going extremely well! Day one I nutted in my gfs pussy, last night on her tits and face after a titfuck, tonight will be in the ass. Love this time of year!
we're fucking cruising
untouchable
you could have a girl shove her ass in my face and I'd be unbothered.we're on a mission
is it normal to be dripping precum every morning? I can't stop thinking about cuddling with my ex gf
I'm doing fine but I expected as much.
This Sunday I'll be tempted and by Tuesday I'll be tormented. I always fail at a week in, the longest I did was 11 days.
Some studies say testosterone levels peak at 7 days. It's your body desperately telling you to have sex and pass your genes.
After a while it gives up and is like "it is what it is", and your T levels go back to normal.
>some
Wasn't it one study, with a small sample of just college students?
outdated
did you update the firmware on your balls
I woke up this morning with a raging boner and impure thoughts about a girl I haven't had these thoughts about in years, and who I shouldn't have these thoughts about in the first place.
My typical fix for morning wood is a quick wank but I didn't do it.
The only downside was waiting until my bober went away.
I am thinking about getting an escort this weekend. For me, it's all about not fapping anymore and satisfying my needs with women instead of my hands. I guess that if I get some experience with some escorts here and there I will be less anxious around women and sex and eventually get it for free... Thoughts?
I actually think fucking whores during no fap makes sense, but should be avoided at all costs.
Going through their ads on the internet could be considered porn consumption and definitely is coomer behavior.
Also, prostitution is a slippery slope in itself, it could become another addiction. There are legit some guys out there who spend like, half of their salary on whores, and most of those girls don't even like you, but will try to milk your last cent by giving you fake affection that dries as fast as their pussies when your money ends.
Also, sex without intimacy and feelings feels empty and pointless. But maybe that's just me.
how do I get girls easily then? honestly a hooker sounds cheaper than a date too
I'm not sure, maybe use all that energy and frustration to get a girlfriend. Or maybe, you need to do the entire month without sex either.
I'm not sure.
yessir, let's go nagger
How much does sleep affect libido? I've been sleep deprived for the past month, smoking weed and only get 5 or so hours of sleep. My libido is very low and I think that's the culprit but a lot of people claim to run on 4 hours of sleep just fine.
Stop smoking weed. At least smoke cigs and get some nicotine in your system.
Going to sleep high is a good way to further wreck your sleep. And no, very few people can actually function just as well on 4 hours as the average person with 8 hours; they're just using caffeine or something to push through the day. It's still a net negative
Thing is, people think they do good on 4~5h of sleep. But if you test them, they will generally do worse than people that had a full night of sleep.
You don't even realize the decrease in cognitive functions, only after like 3 or 4 days it starts to add and you feel like shit.
>horny
>meditate on how much I hate women
>no longer horny
Another challenge overcome. WAGMI bros
hahaha how is losing NNN real, like nigga just dont touch your dick, hahaha like dont look for porn
On auto pilot, don't really have the energy to jerk it/entice the idea unless it's my day off. Gonna hit the bar with co-workers and dance with some slots is the goal tonight, just trying to let loose and enjoy myself.
The nut after the month hurts. Anyone else?
I lasted 3 weeks last year.
Ate a bunch of oysters since it's fish friday. Am I gonna lose?