>good sleep
>early mornings
>morning workouts
>healthy diet
>hangout with bros
>comfortable finances
>still want to die everyday
is there any hope?
>good sleep. >early mornings. >morning workouts. >healthy diet. >hangout with bros
>good sleep
>early mornings
>morning workouts
>healthy diet
>hangout with bros
>comfortable finances
>still want to die everyday
is there any hope?
There's hope in Christ, anon.
hope in some guy that died two thousand years ago?
Keep your paganism to yourself please
very nice, seethe harder
Hmm interesting lack of wife and kids in your day to day activities
and if I get a wife and kids and still suffer?
They get a nice life insurance payout. You'll have finally done good in the world.
Life insurances don't pay out if you have a nice day.
Then you push through it for your kids sake
Literally what I ended up doing. Laying on my bed wasted with a gun to my head ready to end it all. Passed out because I was too drunk, woke up a bit later after a nightmare of seeing my wife dealing with everything and how sad my kids were really fucked with me. I now push myself more than ever and actually appreciate life.
You will still suffer, it will feel good, you will enjoy it, it may be the best time of your life full of love and meaning but it will eventually will end and change, and when something feels good and gives you happiness you don't want it to end right? You don't want it to change, but it shall, that's an universal law, and then you'll feel a lack, and form of stress and dissatisfaction, the thing is by understanding dissatisfaction as a permanent feature of human experience you'll stop wanting things to be other than what they actually are and you'll enjoy them more and will suffer less because you know it was going to end.
Herbal remedies can help. St johns wort, Valerian root, holy basil, ashwagandha. They take a month to start working but keeping at it will really help you.
Also how is your diet? If you're low in Vitamin D, there's your answer. Only 20% of D can get absorbed through food. You need to get outside and get more sunlight. Walking in trees and nature is proven to increase happy chemicals. Also remember depression has highs and lows like all mental illnesses. At your lowest, remind yourself the feeling will pass. It's only temporary. Depressions darkest black pits are always temporary. Don't let your asshole of a brain win just because the stupid think isn't working right.
Just stop suffering
you have no idea the effect a child has on a man
I used to be a suicidal sad sack of shit. Then I got a nephew and then another one. its the purest thing in the world seeing these little blondies running around in pure awe of everything around them
teaching them shit, taking them hiking, etc.
fuck I want like 10 of them myself now
The only thing you can do is not have children and force more people into hell. Anyone telling you to have a child is selfish and evil. Imaging forcing a new being into existence so it can fucking wageslave for 80 years.
I hope you know all of your child WILL be wageslaves for 80 years, their bodies will decay and break down and have arthritis and whatnot, all because your own selfish whims. FUCK YOU
>I hope you know all of your child WILL be wageslaves for 80 years, their bodies will decay and break down and have arthritis and whatnot, all because your own selfish whims. FUCK YOU
fuck you, people had children during wars, during plagues, during depressions and other catastrophes.
fucking Grug had to go out and fight sabre tooth lions daily to survive, still brought kids into the world.
Did the romans stop fucking and making kids when Hannibal killed over 20% of their male population?
Fucking pajeets are having kids in their mutt huts full of shit.
>oh no, my kids will have to grow up and fight in this world
get your nuts checked, because I can tell from over here that they're missing
we're the third richest generation to ever live on this planet.
if life is so hard for you, end it right now, but you wont, because a hard life is still better than no life at all
"hangout" is a noun; you mean "hang out".
"everyday" is an adjective; you mean "every day".
The true cause of depression is not living up to your potential. When you have something to strive for beyond hedonistic consumerism your life will be completely different.
>insomnia all my life
>wake up at 7pm
>no friends or hobbies or prospects
>£20k student debt
>covered myself in gasoline a few weeks ago in a public park but it wouldn't light
At 23 my life feels already over. Like all my dreams are chalk flowing through my fingers
Holy shit you need help
it didn't light? how the fuck do you fail to light gasoline? larp moar
>dude is such a failure he couldnt light up one of the most flammable substances you can get your hands on
maybe its not your time anon
You covered yourself in diesel, idiot
No it keeps getting worse
Dunno, lifes a blast on my machine. Gl figuring it out tho dear OP ^^
You got old before you made it, probably
i'm 24 and basically the same as OP
OP here
forgot to mention I have schizophrenia
You need to find your jihad.
You didn't mention nofap so that's your problem
>>good sleep
mornings
workouts
diet
with bros
finances
you fucked up it was supposed to be
>early sleep
>good mornings
>healthy workouts
>morning diet
>hangout finances
>comfortable with bros
domo arigatteau son goku
She used to text me everyday. I should've kept my feelings to myself. Always being too emotional. Never knowing when to keep it to myself. She said that she missed me, that she saw the both of us dating, made plans with me. The moment I was too honest with my feelings and vulnerabilities it all crumbled away.
She used to text me everyday. And after a few days of silence she did it again. The conversation was short, blind and went nowhere. Five days of silence since then. I texted her just now. Hope I haven't made a mistake.
I hate myself and don't even understand why.
if it was never going anywhere she did you a favor. Getting ghosted at least gives you a straight forward answer to look somewhere else. Stop obsessing over what would never advance and look for a girl where feelings are mutual
it never gets easier, trust me, in a week you'll be good
The feelings where mutual. She was more into me than I was into her. Then I slipped, got too emotional after a week where I barely slept and her behavior immediately flipped.
She didn't ghost me. She went after me after a few days of silence. If she ghosted me at least I would know she isn't interested and move on. I don't know what the hell is happening. I'm confused. She was the one who kept grabbing my hand and kissing me after the end of our last date when I was convinced it was over and started being a bit more physically distant.
>it never gets easier, trust me, in a week you'll be good
It's been a week since we stopped talking and since we last saw each other. I don't feel as horrible as I felt right after but things still aren't great. She's replying to my texts right now as if nothing had happened. I don't know what to think.
>Two since we last saw each other
Fix's.