be careful what you wish for
ive always wanted to look more imposing, now in 5 months or so my face went to a babyface to this villian look lmao
people that dont know me get spooked and take distance
be careful what you wish for
be careful what you wish for
ive always wanted to look more imposing, now in 5 months or so my face went to a babyface to this villian look lmao
people that dont know me get spooked and take distance
>retakes photo to make sure le scary tattoo is showing
>Eye of Horus is scary
Kys
Yeah they get spooked because you look like an incel who's about to shoot up a grocery store. Whatever you did to look fucked up like this you need to find a way to reverse it
So you went with the 'smoke meth in the hot sun for 14 hours a day' method?
alright ill the the reason, im addicted to ritalin without prescription for about 4 weeks now
this isnt a very good photo i made of my self tbh, this girl i spent the night with kept snapping pics of me lol
I'm not even joking when i say it's becoming noticeable. Do you find more junkies trying to talk to you than before? You got to eat, mna.
You look like an angry baby.
These guys are spot on. You look like a frustrated kid with anger issues.
my life going well tbh i got some girls into me but the one im into, doesnt love me back so that sucks
for the rest im painting walls and kickboxing
but i need help for my ritalin addiciction, i take 2 strips of 10 mg ritalin per day (not dexamphetimine the other variation)
>Kickboxing
what every boomer and woman love to do
You wouldn't look scary if you dressed nice, got a better quality camera, and made an attempt to not scowl.
ok, i made a new pic
im horrible at making selfies when others take pics of me i look better
is this a ok pic?
You did remember 🙂
That's not a bad photo man. It's not that intimidating but it looks good. Definitely a good angle for you
Much better
Never mind, that hairline is sexy as fuck. I want you.
You look like that image of that guy who shows up in people's dreams
Dam not gay but you look pretty handsome here bro.
You look kinda like billy cobb
the only reason im posting here now is becuase its 04:43 here and everyone is asleep
i only sleep every other day... this ritalin is fucking me up
im asking for help with this addiction, the mental help people just give me advice they know already but im asking if they can make go to rehab cuz i think its rly fking me up
this song owns btw
Get well anon, you probably already know this but you look scary not because of cutting but because of your addiction. Once you get over it you will look younger.
I truly hope you best it’s a good sign that you’re reaching out for help that already puts you miles ahead of most people with addictions.
Good luck.
thanks
yeah i want to go to rehab or something but at the same time i still want to work and do kickboxing, i even started training with my dad
when the ritalin runs out, its a strain to keep my eyes open. that takes about 3 or 4 days. and then i want to work or kickbox, so i buy new ones so i can function again... it is a difficult situation
and somehow i found 3 fucking people that sell it for me for dirt cheap, like higher power WANTS me to use this shit all the time
I understand wanting to focus on fitness specially if it makes you spend quality time with your father but it seems like the ritalin addiction actually makes it harder to do so instead of the other way round
my dad just started training at the kickboxing gym i train at, they are doing it without charge because i do a lot for the gym as well
just me, my dad and the boss of the gym there going hard and we blast tupac on the speakers haha
i feel it makes me physically stronger actually and hyperfocus, when i speak in person all the shit i say rhymes without effort and is witty as fuck, like my brain is overclocked
but im taking way too fucking much...
I’d advise lowering the dose gradually if you actually want to quit because going cold turkey will give you too much withdrawals. Keep seeking profesional help, overdoing stimulants is very harmful
the only withdrawal i have when i stop them is that im incredibly tired, tommorow i have a talk with the mental health people again. (well today in 5 hours, didnt sleep)
they told me to taper down before but i cant fking help taking way too much everytime i get them
also here a drawing from before i abused it. i was able to draw the bigger picture better, now i hyperfocus on details right away or fill half of the paper with pen going apeshit like with the other pic of my other drawing
What is ritalin/aderall like? I've been considering trying it for utilitarian reasons, what's the effect feel like?
heres my body a few days ago cuz this is a fitness board, im leaner now im cutting again and the ritalin makes seems to make the deficit cut fat 10x harder
my favorite exercise now is pullups with fat grips, also leg raises and dips
i can hold a front lever for a full 5 seconds nowadays
i wish i could always feel like when i feel like when i take the first few ritalin pills for the day, this addiction is becoming a big problem for me
um anyone wanna talk or something someone post their discord so we can talk for an hour straight this shit makes me just wanna communicate all day
Holy fuck he has an ankh tattoo, BIG YIKES
bahahaha from the faggy tattoo on the hand to the dyel that trained his obliques i cant stop laughing. why do fucking dyels trains obliques it looks fucking awful and it makes you arms look even more stick like. the only time obliques can look good is if you actually have mass on your arms to match the extra size your obliques add to your torso
Why do you keep making threads calling your self ugly do you have a humiliation fetish?
i dont think im ugly i like how i look like now
but i got sad today when i was talking on my phone with my dad on street and an older couple walking close to me literally got spooked even though i was happy in the conversation and they took distance
tbh i just get sad when people get spooked by me it happens a lot... but a lot of people are nice for me too i have good social contact nowadays so i am grateful for that
Didn’t mean to call you ugly anon 🙁
I’m glad that you don’t dwell on only the negative interactions you have like the rest of incels here
ah its ok
i have eye of horus too
my next tattoo will be a dragon on my back but im saving money for it
Good for you symbology bro. The ankh and eye of house are two beautiful symbols that give protection to those who wear them. Of all things to tatoo those are some of the best
but, is there anyone here who was addicted to ritalin
please tell me how youve stopped
heres something i drawed yesteryday, i wanted to draw a demon but it ended up becoming a mongolian warrior lol
wealth beyond measure, outlander.
im listening this song too
i rly like the spanish language cant understand it but it sounds very good in music i like the moon as well
how haven't you been drafted to die in ukraine vladislav?
here was me very lean at 68 kg a few months ago, before the ritalin abuse
despite being 73-75 kg now, my face looks more pronounced. i cant pinpoint what has changed...
sorry forgot to attach the pic
you can see my face looks way younger here, despite being way leaner then i am now...
to anyone wondering how i got that lean, i did it by walking all day, sometimes up to 50k steps.
now i do kickboxing and painting walls for work but ive been eating way too much. im watching my food again to get as lean as in that pic
the only strength training i did in that pic was pullups, pushups and hanging leg raises
now i do the same strength training but i use fat grips for pullups and leg raises, sometimes i do tricks like muscle up or front lever but i dont see that as training. ive also been doing lunges with bodyweight to grow my legs, thats been working becuase i had twig legs now theyre beefed up some more
i do use weights sometimes. but then its shrugs or forearm training
ah i just love to talk all day
Tell me more anon. I don't have a gym nearby so I only have walking. Is walking 50k steps a day realistic? Is that all it takes to be lean?
Former UPS driver here, don't do 50k steps a day if you value your joints and general well-being.
That hairline is tragic. Go bald
ah i dont mind my hairline... really i dont, if if i started balding badly i would just grow my hair out long anyway and get that gta 5 trevor look
but yeah it is true it does feel like i am balding.
You look british as fuck. Only people with incestual genepools can have their face bunched up enough to occupy only 1/3rd of their entire head real estate
he's obviously a slav
Not really. Guy looks like a kraut.
Stop scowling and you would look like Niles from Frasier
i have some very good news though
they are reducing the dose of my antipsychotics at a pretty good rate. they finally listen to me after 3 years of the dose being the same
i wish i could speak u guys in person u seem like cool people but now im here just typing at 5 am lol anyone wanna voice chat or something
i wanna buy a keyboard instrument, ive just been freestyling on this i enjoy it so much
ill never bother learning any song just freestyle lol
btw im not saying im good at that.... but imma buy one just to freestyle
You don't have to take unprescribed ritalin talk to a doctor m8
Maybe stop scowling you fucking dunce
Are you that autistic German pedophile who frequented SwoleShack discord servers back in the day? Does the name Der Unterdruecker ring a bell?
Wait, never mind, the German pedophile had a completely different writing style. Sorry, OP.
this fag looks like a lame ass dyel upset cuz he cant get laid. yeah that is not imposing at all
>corny tattoo
yeah you need to get out more if you think this homosexual is imposing and you probably just look like an angry incel dork instead its why people are spooked by you
looking good tomatoes, happy you're still going
gay tattoo
4/10
Good gains though
STOP STOP STOP PLEASE STOP POSTING STOP POSTING PLEASE STOP PLEASE STOP POSTING PLEASE STOP
god I would love nothing more than to beat the absolute fuck out of your homosexual ass
You look like a child molester… that is all
Oh i know you. You posted ages Ago. You are from the netherlands